Yay/neh?

DING DING DING

WE'VE GOT A WINNER.

Although this is busy..

I like it

I love.

This. For the custom hinge sounds ..but..

:

To whom it may concern,

I've know you for years, and quite frankly I'm worried about you,
You're going to college, you got into the art school you wanted and have
a boyfriend who for once treats you right. Although I'm scared you'll
relapse into things that once hurt you. Hearing about yesterday made me
feel as though our talks we had every day about being happy with our
lives lately and not needing drugs were all in vain.

You know I've not done anything like that in a couple months because a
couple months ago I realized that they're not going to get me anywhere,
and drinking although it can be fun isn't the answer to problems, These
things fuck up people's lives and I'm not about to become another
casualty of them. Drugs are too much money I could waste irresponsibly
in some other way.

My arm has been hurting for days and I have no clue why, it's really
bugging me, maybe I'll have to actually go to the doctor =/

As much

as I cannot stand my mother, I cannot stand to see her being treated
like shit.

There's this character in my mom's life who seems to be doing exactly
that.
She's been with him for a year or 2 or more.
Since she's been with him she's been doing let's just say things not
even I would do.

The other day I was in her car and I smelled pot.
(Which is not what I'm talking about because we've all been down or are
still on that road)
Apparently her boyfriend smokes up in her car, meaning if she ever gets
in trouble for it. Her boyfriend will more than likely have a living
hell of a life once he gets out of jail or whatever they do to people
these days.
PLUS he's soo old and its sooo gross
He talks fast, is speedy ALL the time and so I imagine you know what I'm
talking about?

Yes, you do,
He does absolutely nothing to help her AT ALL and he's not the frigging
best role model in the world.

All in all, I basically cannot stand the man to be honest.

She counteracts everything she says and lets me down on a daily basis.
For once in my life I'm the responsible one and that sir is just a bit
fucked up.

My cousin said he wants to be the new Palahniuk, I wish him good luck.
He read me this poem he has about what his funeral would be like, and it
made me cry, honestly cry.
When writers can evoke emotion like that it's amazing.

the weather is here, wish you were beautiful

when I hit a low, it's not any kind of low other than the most severe
kind I can imagine.

It's this kind of thing where all I want to do is sleep,
But I can't sleep.

My mom cares more about her asshole druggie boyfriend than me. Which is
why I was stranded in bad Reading for an hour today. Then she 'loses'
her car keys? . Oh ok.

She suggested we all go to see the Dark Knight as a family and I was up
for it, but then last minute as they're walking out the door she tells
me I can't go. I haven't felt a part of this family for awhile. My
mom's mom and my cousins feel more like family to me than my brother and
mom.

She's never home, and even when she is she's not really here anyway,
she's basically here to tell me what a failure I am and make me feel
even more like shit. My brother's no better, all he does is sit on the
computer all the time. He never talks to me anymore really and when he
does it's just for him to be an asshole about something.

This isn't my house, I don't know these people anymore its like I was
just dropped here till something significant in my life happens.

I have friends, I have a boyfriend.
I like to spend time with them.

Lately I've been going outside a lot because it's better even though I
do get a stuffed up nose than being inside the house full of negativity
which is making me sick in less obvious ways.

Work in progress

Maybe I should just give this shit up

It's redic

Aug 6th

Yeah that's 10 jellies STACKED.

this girl sounded like a 5 year old it was ridic

OH and that's a shark attack btw.

=P n00bz

Yesterday was:
Jordan, jordan,poolz,diner, BRAWL,

Etc. Kutztown for madd long though
I reallly wanted to jump into this one table's conversation but sadly
did not.

I cohabitant with this feline his name is Cozzy
But lately I've been refering to him as Sir Cozzworth.
He has no front claws
But thinks he can sharpen them on my mom's baskets

=/ I feel bad for the little fur ball and when I say "little" I mean
HUGE

My cat is 20 POUNDS! That's ridic

He loves cobra starship and smelling things.

His best friends are heychrissy,jessejeanae, and jasey.
(Because Sam's cats and my cats are bfflz obviously!)

August 5th thus far

Anthony Green National Holiday OBVs

Just

My grandma

To hell with you and all your friends

I'm so glad I don't waste my time on douchebags anymore.

I'm more than worth anyone's time

and I'm glad I have someone who realizes that

I like having a boyfrend for once who isn't into drinking, because it's
alright but it's lame.

I've been listening to TBS all night and being stoked on life

:D

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