You know I won't mind if you
Monopolize all my time
I won't say a thing at all
I won't say a word no


bahhhhhhhhhlameeeeeeee

clever

restless in Ocala

I feel like I should be listening to a LOT of mayday parade while I'm here..



I want to be home in my own bed again.
i've been doing a lot of thinking these past few days,

people are shitty.
it's life.
i'm getting used to it, you have to get used to it.

I'm glad I have at least some skill in the coping department


I go home monday evening, I want my mother to pick me up from the airport so much it's ridiculous.

I miss jordan.
I miss my cat, my family, and my annoying brother.


Full Sail was rad from what I saw, but I mean..am I even going to find something better? I turn these things into blogs way too often.



anyway. Largo tommorow and Tampa saturday for FNB.
We go back to Georgia sunday and I get to go back to PA to (not) face it.


there's so many chemicals that make us feel like we do.
that make us feel (not) human


melatonin works wonders.

.

Boycott love.
Detox just to retox

All I can say is..

WOW. What....a....DOUCHE

Note to self:

There's something about listening to fall out boy in a crowded van
through headphones that's just not the same.
It's not the same in the sense that some songs are just meant to be
appreciated in solitude...like some songs are meant to be enjoyed sung
loudly with your best friend at 3 in the morning.

The past several days... starting with just a moment ago and a view of
whereeverthehellweare.

jesus I LOVE this song

:)

as of late

Perfect.


Then life will take me through these changes
'Cause I have so much left to see

Sometimes being from Reading isn't so bad

One time I was at the Silo and this band calle​d The Takeo​ver was handi​ng out cds.

I total​ly dug the cd and bough​t that ish on itune​s<​br>​

years​ later​ I hear about​ this new band calle​d "​inner​party​syste​m"​


I check​ them "​out"​ and go LOOLO​LOLOL​OLOL ROTFL​LLLL becau​se of cours​e.​ they becam​e somet​hing bigge​r than the silo and are amazi​ng.​




I'm good at telli​ng stori​es.​


espec​ially​ TRUE ONES


:3

becau​se that was one

I just had the most amazing dream
It was wishful thinking at it's worst apparently.

I hate this.
I always put myself into these situations
I think I'm finding comfort in a lie and something dead-end.
Dead-end dreams

I feel like it gave me insight into what's going on kind of though?
Probably not.
Just wishful thinking.

3NSWK

Conversation with SamanthaxATL

[AVAILABLE] vampirezzzz
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grlbhndthcrtn: "Wrap your arms around me till your knuckles are burning
white" <--- sounds painful tyson,rly
SamanthaxATL: reminds me of edward?
grlbhndthcrtn: HAHAHHA
SamanthaxATL: then again what doesnt
grlbhndthcrtn: ILY
grlbhndthcrtn: I WAS GONNA SAY THAT BUT I DIDN'T WANNA SOUND LIKE A
DICK